Hospitals
A hospital room is a funny place, lots of nurses but yet so lonely ! Lots of noise yet so quiet. We've been in and out of Great Ormond Street and Barnet Hospital so many times that you'd think I would be used to it. Everytime they say we need to stay in my heart skips a beat and I feel deflated. I blame it on myself. Why now? Where has he been? Who has he seen? How long will we be there for? What will I do with the other children? Will they be okay! So many questions with answers not even the professionals can answer. I am currently in the hospital waiting for Zack to have a platelet infusion. As well as anti biotics, and all these questions go through my head at least 100 times. Zack had a scan this week, this is our third one. We wake up at 5 and head to GOSH where we are seen at seven. Zack couldn't eat from 4, so I have already woken him up in the night to feed him. By about 9 he is taken down for the scan they have put him to sleep using sedation medic...