1st August

 1st  August 

The MRI day had arrived, we were a bag of nerves. This was the day we had been waiting for, we were so positive, Zack had been making such good progress and was so happy. We got to GOSH at 6:30 in the morning, ready for his sedation, he hasn't eaten or drink for hours and was already starting to get hangry.  They manage to get a canula in and said they were already to go, just as we get called in they tell us the machine has broken down and we have to wait for it to re start, this takes an hour and by now Zack is screaming and is inconsolable as he's starving. Eventually it's working and he goes in and had his MRI. Something we have learnt from Zack being sedated is that gingers need more sedation as they fight it more. This is true with Zack as he woke up half way through. 
A few hours later, MRI done, Zack gets his food and his milk and we can go. We were so positive all was going to be okay. They told us we would get results within 1-2 weeks. 
Friday 11th of August my phone rings and it is Zack's surgeon, he tells me on the phone that the scan had shown a reoccurrence of the tumour and that it had come back, he would need to see an oncologist to talk about our next steps.
This conversation was all a blur as I was sure he was fine, he had been Making such good progress. Sam came home to me crying, and couldn't make out what I was saying so he called the surgeon back and discussed all the things I totally forgot to ask. 
We had an appointment booked for the 16th August with the oncologist. 

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